It was like stepping into a fridge when I went to get milk this morning. The weather is gettin cold! no more waltzing around in t-shirts.!
On another note it’s my birthday on Sunday 9th and we havin a party on SAT 8TH so if you’ve not been invited send me an email or bell me.
Ive been a very busy boy. Over the weekend I redesigned the Mediachill site. It is finally looking good and Tom and I are both very pleased. There are still a few glitches buit on the whole its ace.
Then to go a step further I came up with a concept for a new site. Its a way to take out your anger on others through humiliation.
Oh sometimes ya gots to be cruel!!!
FED UP! I need to buy a Mac and get Final Cut Pro. The problem is that a G5 Mac will cost about £2k plus. – That kind of cash I don’t have. I MUST get on the FCP bandwagon in order to open up more avenues of work for myself. Sooooo I’ve added a wishlist. If you are loaded and wanna buy me summat look at the list and get in touch!!! – Do I really think that would happen? – No but I’m willing to try anything.
Another day working on the stuff for Tongue and seeing as I had a bit of a break over the weekend it was not as tedious as last week. It’s all good though – I’ll finish up the project this week and it will all end then.
I have a meeting tomorrow with another company in town to try and get some work from them. They asked me if I had a showreel so I tried to to one but I aint happy with the result. I’ve also got a meeting with a woman interested in the showreels I’ve done so I mainly incorporated them. I’ve tried doing this about 6/7 times before and I just cant do it. I’ve done so many reels for others you’d think my own would be a piece of piss but its the hardest one ever.
I feel soooo hung-over it aint funny!! – Had a wicked night down in Kingston with Jimmer. Veri was there and Le Frog even came down which was excellent. A lot of alcohol was consumed and then a greasy burger night. oh yes but now i do suffer. I made a wee vid of the night from the stuff i got on my wee camera: WARNING – LOYS OF SWEARING
I feel like I am going out of my mind. Today was another loooooong day working on the stuff for Another Tongue and its so painful to work on. With that and the worry of work and the lack of cash and the lack of woman I am going mental. Feeling very frustrated. To top it off – this eve I was soooo bored. No where to go nowt to do so to stifle this I picked up the camera and started playing and I produced a video.BZ3388exoO8
This video quite accurately sums up how i feel at this time in life!!!
Have been working for some weeks now on a huge project for Another Tongue that is proving to be really tedious. It’s mind numbing and going painfully slow. Feel like I’m going out of my mind – I need to get out and do summat. Need to party. Need to get jiggy. I have a craving for summat and I dunno what it is. AAAARGH. I really need a holiday!
It has been decided! – I’m gonna shave the beard off!!!! Bob will help me in documenting the experience so as to add more drama to a relatively dramaless activity. So watch out for the bumchin returns!!!!
I just wrote this whole entry, read it and then realised what a load of carp it was so decided to re-write it. It was a huge rant and moan and you don’t need to hear any of that s**t! Sometimes ya need to write that stuff down so it clears ya own head then its easier to deal with.
On a lighter note, was thinking of the girl who was complimenting me at the party – Its a real shame. She’s a very foxy lady but the boyfriend is a real inconvenience. I reckon I could have a lot of fun with her. – Oh well!
Over the weekend a lovely lady showered me with compliments and thought I was a beautiful man!! – Thank you! – It’s always nice to hear that. Now there is a point to this. She did suggest I loose my beard not because of the look – Generally the look is liked but it’s the feel. Now here’s the thing. Alot of my female acquaintances have also suggested this in the past. Now I know I did this before and i asked what people though of me shaving me beard off. I did it and did a poll for the general public to vote on but After going through with it My Girlfriend at the time was freaked out by it so I grew it back. – Now I am a single man so am considering it again. – Hey it aint every day I get a gorgeous girl complimenting me – Does this make me weak?
At 3am realising sleep just really didn’t want to come to bed with me I decided to get up and play with my camera. – I wanted to see what it was like with film speed settings so I sat at the window and waited – Some nice results though.